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The Right Side Of His Wrong
When loving the wrong man left you broken,
The right man showed you how safe love can be.
He says he loves me, but then his touch turns to ice.
He says I’m perfect, only to shape me into something that fits his mould.
His anger escalates to violence, and his manipulation mocks my kindness.
And still, I stay when I know I should leave.
That is until I start a new job with a boss who doesn’t see me as a broken girl.
He sees the woman beneath the facade.
While Bodhi tries to control me, Cole shows me what it feels like to have choices.
While Bodhi drags me under crashing waves, Cole stills the tides and simply holds my hand so I can float.
When Bodhi left me broken, Cole re-built my confidence, giving me the strength to walk away.
Cole never tried to save me; he simply loved me patiently enough while I learnt to save myself.
Only Bodhi isn’t going to let me go so easily. And when a man who thrives on control starts to lose everything, how far will he go to get it back?
The Right Side Of His Wrong is coming soon to your countries Amazon store and will be FREE with Kindle Unlimited. It will be available in two different covers as well as a printed edges version.
The story of The Right Side Of His Wrong
This story is bought about by a toxic relationship I had as a teenager and young adult. While it isn't a retelling or even based on true events, the story hits very close to home for me. I know all to well how loving the wrong man can rot your self worth and confidence. Leaving you a shell of who you once were, and who you know you can be.
Whilst this story does draw from my own experience with DV. It is also inspired by the man who helped to fix what he didn't break. How with the right kind of love, you can blossom.
Nicole x
May contain Spoilers
Genre: Contemporary Romance.
Style: First Person, Dual POV.
Rating: R - contains multiple explicit scenes.
Spice: Smutty
Tropes:
HEA
He Falls First
Saviour
Slow Burn
Healing
Emotional
Triggers: Contains descriptive scenes of domestic violence, including minipulatuion, coersion, financial, mental and physical abuse. Contains self harm.
Love In The After
When the past holds your heart, can the future still have your soul.
I didn’t think it was possible to feel love again after losing Callum. My husband and the father of our three chaotic boys. Grief swallowed me whole, leaving me to pick up the pieces of a life I no longer recognised.
I wasn't looking for love. I wasn't even after commitment. I just wanted to feel alive again. But if I thought navigating life after loss was hard, then navigating a love life was damn right diabolical.
A flat tyre, a man who swears he is the bear, and a passionate weekend away change everything. Clark's shy, endearing nature and quiet strength have me wrapped up in feelings I thought died with Callum.
Falling for him felt like a betrayal…until suddenly, it didn't. Until I accepted that falling in love doesn't erase the past. It learns to live alongside it.
But life has a cruel way of testing resilience. Unexpected losses and brutal truths shattered my mending heart all over again. Through the heartbreak, I discovered something I never believed I would find.
Love In The After
Available in two cover options and a printed edges option.
Available on your countries Amazon, Kindle Unlimited, select book stores and via my website.
Wholesale available via email at nicolebazleyauthor@gmail.com or via Ingram
The story of Love In The After
I mean, who hasn't killed off their husband so they don't feel guilty when they have a fantasy about a completely fictional person in a completely fictional setting.
Just me? Opps, sorry love.
In all honestly, I wouldn't change my husband. Part of him is in every MMC I write.
I don't have a really cool story like Return To Sender for this one. It is just something that came to me and I have loved writing it. So many parts of this book represent times I have gone through in the journey of motherhood. The losses, the lows and the highs. In a way this story is a broad representation of that. I hope it resonates with you as much as it did for me.
Nicole x
May contain Spoilers
Genre: Contemporary Romance.
Style: First Person, Dual POV.
Rating: R - contains multiple explicit scenes, including consensual bondage, knife play, anal and rough play.
Spice: Smutty
Tropes:
Second Chance At Love
He Falls First
Meet Cute
Shy MMC
Confident MFC
Fast Burn
Triggers: Contains death of a loved one, cheating (not between main characters,) infertility struggles, miscarriage and discussions of abortion. Contains consensual rough sex and bondage.
Return To Sender
How can I choose between the past that broke me, and the man who put me back together. Does fate ever really give you a choice?
It’s hard to move on from a past you thought you would never survive. To live a life you don’t believe you deserve.
I tried to start fresh. I really did. I agreed to move, thinking that I would be able to leave behind the tragic events that turned my life upside down. The day I lost the boy I loved.
I didn’t expect to actually move on.
I also didn’t expect to find love in the most unconventional of circumstances. With an unlikely person.
Blake.
His kind heart is washing away my internal fire of guilt, and his playful humour is piecing together my broken, shattered heart.
But how do I truly move on when the very past I’ve been running from for years returns? It threatens everything Blake and I have created, forcing me to choose between the past that broke me and the man who pieced me back together.
But does fate ever really give you a choice?
Return To Sender is available on your countries Amazon store and is FREE with Kindle Unlimited.
It is available in two cover options and a printed edges option.
Available on your countries Amazon, Kindle Unlimited, select book stores and via my website.
Wholesale available via email at nicolebazleyauthor@gmail.com or via Ingram
The story of Return To Sender
A scene from this book was a dream I had, I wont give it away. I woke with this floating feeling of pure love. A bond so strong it can withstand time, distance and unspeakable tragedy.
At the time I was writing down my dreams in a journal. But for this one, I opened my laptop and started writing the story that would eventually become Return To Sender. I didn't write with a structure. No chapters, no paragraphs, no sentences, no spelling or grammar. I just wrote. Then I shut my laptop and didn't look at it again, until four years later.
You see, I went to a psychic, she asked me if I write. When I told her yes, she told me I had half a story and I needed to finish it and publish it.
So I opened the doc and started putting the story into chapters and paragraphs. Two years later I had finished the first draft of Return To Sender. I sent it off for a developmental edit and got some great feedback. But there were also things they felt wasn't working. Being my first book, I felt excited but also overwhelmed with re-working the story.
It took me a further four years to brainstorm and re-write. This book has taken me ten years to finish, but I am so proud of the story that evolved.
I hope you love it as much as I have loved telling it.
Nicole x
May contain Spoilers
Genre: Contemporary Romance.
Style: First Person, Dual POV.
Rating: M+ Return To Sender is an open door romance romance. It does contain an explicit scene.
Spice: Return to Sender is Mildly Spicy.
Tropes: Childhood Sweethearts
Love Triangle
Second Chance at Love
Best Friends to Lovers
Force Separation
Soul Mates
Slow Burn
Triggers: Return to Sender does include descriptive childhood physical and emotional abuse of one or both of the main characters. It also includes an attempted rape scene. The book contains discussions around religion and homosexuality.