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Return To Sender
It’s hard to move on from a past you thought you would never survive. To live a life you don’t believe you deserve.
I tried to start fresh. I really did. I agreed to move, thinking that I would be able to leave behind the tragic events that turned my life upside down. The day I lost the boy I loved.
I didn’t expect to actually move on.
I also didn’t expect to find love in the most unconventional of circumstances. With an unlikely person.
Blake.
His kind heart is washing away my internal fire of guilt, and his playful humour is piecing together my broken, shattered heart.
But how do I truly move on when the very past I’ve been running from for years returns? It threatens everything Blake and I have created, forcing me to choose between the past that broke me and the man who pieced me back together.
But does fate ever really give you a choice?
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The story of Return To Sender
A scene from this book was a dream I had, I wont give it away. I woke with this floating feeling of pure love. A bond so strong it can withstand time, distance and unspeakable tragedy.
At the time I was writing down my dreams in a journal. But for this one, I opened my laptop and started writing the story that would eventually become Return To Sender. I didn't write with a structure. No chapters, no paragraphs, no sentences, no spelling or grammar. I just wrote. Then I shut my laptop and didn't look at it again, until four years later.
You see, I went to a psychic, she asked me if I write. When I told her yes, she told me I had half a story and I needed to finish it and publish it.
So I opened the doc and started putting the story into chapters and paragraphs. Two years later I had finished the first draft of Return To Sender. I sent it off for a developmental edit and got some great feedback. But there were also things they felt wasn't working. Being my first book, I felt excited but also overwhelmed with re-working the story.
It took me a further four years to brainstorm and re-write. This book has taken me ten years to finish, but I am so proud of the story that evolved.
I hope you love it as much as I have loved telling it.
Nicole x
Return To Sender Notes and Content Warnings:
Return To Sender Notes and Content Warnings:
May contain Spoilers
Genre: Contemporary Romance.
Style: First Person, Dual POV.
Rating: M+ Return To Sender is a romance and is not entirely clean. It does contain an explicit scene.
Spice: Return to Sender is Mildly Spicy.
Triggers: Return to Sender does include descriptive childhood physical and emotional abuse of one or both of the main characters. It also includes an attempted rape scene. The book contains discussions around religion and homosexuality.
Love In The After
Coming Dec 2025
I didn’t think it was possible to feel love again after losing Callum. My husband, the father of our three chaotic boys. Grief swallowed me whole, leaving me to pick up the pieces of a life I no longer recognised.
I wasn't looking for love, I wasn't even after commitment. I just wanted to feel desired again. But If I thought navigating life after loss was hard, then navigating a love life was damn right diabolical.
A flat tyre, a man who swears he is the bear and a passionate weekend away changes everything. Clark's shy, endearing nature and quiet strength has me wrapped up in feelings I thought died with Callum.
Falling for him felt like a betrayal…until suddenly, it didn't. Until I accepted that falling in love doesn't erase the past. It learns to live alongside it.
But life has a cruel way of testing resilience. Unexpected losses and brutal truths shattered my mending heart all over again. Through the heartbreak I discovered something I never believed I would find.
Love In The After.
The story of Love In The After
I mean, who hasn't killed off their husband so they don't feel guilty when they have a fantasy about a completely fictional person in a completely fictional setting.
Just me? Opps, sorry love.
In all honestly, I wouldn't change my husband. Part of him is in every MMC I write.
I don't have a really cool story like Return To Sender for this one. It is just something that came to me and I have loved writing it. So many parts of this book represent times I have gone through in the journey of motherhood. The losses, the lows and the highs. In a way this story is a broad representation of that. I hope it resonates with you as much as it did for me.
Love In The After is in its edit phase. It is due for publishing towards the end of 2025. If you would like to sign up to be an ARC reader click here.
Nicole x
Love In The After Notes and Content Warnings:
Love In The After Notes and Content Warnings:
May contain Spoilers
Genre: Contemporary Romance.
Style: First Person, Dual POV.
Rating: R - contains multiple explicit scenes, including consensual bondage and rough play.
Spice: Smutty
Triggers: Contains death of a loved one, cheating (not between main characters,) infertility struggles, miscarriage and discussions of abortion.
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